Trucking School and MOM

Well alot has happened since last post John has his CDL and is just 4 days away from graduating from Trucking School. He has had 4 job offers so Hopefully one will fit the bill.
My dad is going on Monday to better Nursing home and hopefully to a assisted living in the same complex. He will be closer for all of us to visit. We still have the condo and will hold on to that for now. We will sell it in the future but not now. It will be one year on July 12th that my mom passed away and I still miss her so much and I know that will never fade she took part of my heart with her and it will not heal. But that is ok I don't want it to it makes me feel better to think of her I love her so much and always will she was always there for me and always was able no matter what was going on could make me feel better even when I was sick.
When I am sick now I want her so much to be there for me. I only have memories now and they are good to have. Also this month was my husbands 3rd year he has been taken from me I still love him so much to he was my first love and he cant be replaced but another man has come into my heart he never can be Mike but John loves me and is there for me when I need him and would do anything for me. So I am lucky to find love a 2nd time in life but it came along with alot of heartache and pain. But my life is going in the right direction again and I think I am getting better I think I had some depression but I am working it through without meds with family and friends, and of course John he has been with me through this all and I think it has made our relationship stronger. So for now that is all and it is Summer and Hot.
Will write again soon hope to have a graduation party for John in August a surprise hope it will work out with new job coming up for him. OhHHHHHHHH and my niece Ashley is pregnant so hope and prayer this pregnancy come out with a healthy baby. She lost her baby last year Nolan in June due to premature birth & pre-eclampsia and HELP syndrome so don't want a repeat.