Well alot has happened since I wrote in this blog. My Mom passed away on July 12th after a long fight with cancer 12 years of Breast cancer with mets to her lungs, bones and bouts and bouts of chemo, radiation, nausea, vomiting, broken bones, radiation burns, chest tubes for fluid on the lungs with collapsed lungs She spend endless days in the hospital and twice in a re-hab center, the last week of her life she spend in the hospital from July 5th to July 12th. I miss her so much I cant even tell you I wish I could have her back but healthy but that is not going to happen and now she is resting in peace with no suffering any more the last 2 weeks of her life she could not eat without throwing up and the last week she could not eat at all. SO it was a terrible death the last day she went into a coma and never came out. We were all there when she passed so that I am grateful for so I could say farewell but not good bye because I know we will be together again when I too take my final breath, for now she is my guardian Angel know she is watching over me and my sister and my DAD. Oh My Dad he will be 80 in March and well he does ok for himself he does walk with a walker but he is able to get around so for know he will stay in his condo till we can put it on the Market now is not the time. SO for now he is ok but he has his moments and so should he they were married for 56 years along time they lived there lives together longer then they lived apart. So yes he is hurting but I know he is strong and he will make it and we will all go on. She is gone but not from our hearts and she would want us to go on and live our lives. AND yess mom we are taking care of DAD. He is doing ok for now. Well have to go now or I will start crying again. MISS HER SO MUCH LOVE YOU MOM FOREVER.